Still resolved to break my addiction as it has clearly gotten me good this round. Truly, I am noticing that my whole system is more relaxed without the mate energy coursing through me. I like that. I also feel really awake today, even though I was up a ton last night mulling over a very challenging situation in my life right now.
Heart is not palpating funny anymore either.
BUT....as soon as I am convinced that I am free and clear of this ball and chain, I will again indulge in a mate, latte,or whatever else strikes my fancy if I am out with a dear friend. Nothing quite like sipping a hot energy powered cup of joe in the presence of a girl friend.
Just this next time, I will not indulge in the practice alone, every single day, 'till the end of time.
I will be a social drinker. Yes!!!
Just not a closet, need my fix, getting the shakes, don't talk to me before I down my cup kind of drinker.
This will work!!